I’m having one of those days. One of I-need-a-change-right-now days. In part I think it’s the weather which has not helped me prevent the setting in of the procrastination and then with the pending house move I am left feeling stretched a little thin.

What has happened in recent months? Not a lot and yet an aweful lot. The Degree steams ahead, work is it’s usual mix of highs (a few) and lows (most days) and the spaces in between the working week are filled with travel and experience, but very little time has been left for standing still.

Now I am not a man who likes to do nothing. The idea terrifies me. But I am feeling a bit tired right now. Not sleep deprived, but that I need a shift, a change, a jack-in-the-crap-job-and-sign -on kind of by the seat of my pants, head first dive into something else. Alas responsibility prevents it. Rent to pay, photography to enjoy and I am not yet at the stage where it’s a supportive career. Maybe soon though.

If the far away is close to hand in the images of elsewhere then the distant past is ever accessible and ever documented, but the future is only hinted at and unseen. We all know where we’ve come from. But where are we going? More importantly, where am I going?

Things to look forward to:

- moving

The creation of a space that feels like home and can be open to friends, friends of friends and people who just breeze through

- the end of first year

This has been a great year and a great step into the world of learning. Westminster has taken me in and made me feel at home and supported but it has been a big struggle juggling work and study and next year there will need to be an adjustment to allow more time to work. To think. To take pictures.

- Belgium Pt II

Only a few weeks away and four of us will squeeze into my little car for aprox 12 sites, 1000 miles and 4 days. This may be the start of that needed adventure.

- summer
Oh let it get here soon.

The most important point to remember is that there are a lot of people who have helped me get here. Taken me beautiful places, up high things and deep into the city’s dark depths. There are people who have bailed me out when things have been tight and there are some who have just been there to let mr get drunk and rant.

To you all – I am eternally grateful and i don’t say it enough.

Ta-ra for now.

T